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Too Good Not to Share

I know, I know…I’ve been meaning to write, I have a lot to write, it’s piling up inside me, just waiting for the chance to burst out. I will be writing again, I just needed some time to get some clarity make some sense of things so that I can once again make sense to you. I’ve been writing, only not on here, but I’ll get back in the groove soon.

Someone posted this from Paul Coelho’s blog. It blew me away, because it expresses exactly how I feel right now. I could NOT have said it better and I want to share it with you, maybe you feel the same. I’d really like to get more comments, if you have something to say, please, say it!

Looking For a Reason

What is a warrior of light?

Warriors of light keep the spark in their eyes.

They are in the world, are part of other peopleโ€™s lives, and began their journey without a rucksack and sandals. They are often cowards. They donโ€™t always act right.

Warriors of light suffer over useless things, have some petty attitudes, and at times feel they are incapable of growing. They frequently believe they are unworthy of any blessing or miracle.

Warriors of light are not always sure what they are doing here. Often they stay up all night thinking that their lives have no meaning.

Every warrior of light has felt the fear of joining in battle. Every warrior of light has once lost faith in the future.

Every warrior of light has once trodden a path that was not his/her. Every warrior of light has once felt that he/she was not a warrior of light. Every warrior of light has once failed in his/her spiritual obligations.

That is what makes them warriors of light; because they have has been through all this and have not lost the hope of becoming better.

That is why they are warriors of light.
Because they make mistakes.
Because they wonder.
Because they look for a reason โ€“ and they will certainly find one.

about the kids

Some pix just for fun (and to catch up:D)

Doing Christmas projects, we had so much fun together. And the decorations we made came out looking pretty nice this year ๐Ÿ™‚

Jordan’s favorite was the chains. We used left-over wrapping paper from the last few years, they were put to good use.

Performing last Christmas!

Hark the Herald Angels Sing (I want to post video of this one, need to figure out how to resize it)

Jingle Bells

On New Year’s Eve, we had a mask dress-up. I kind of did a fast job, Jordan’s was not even deemed good enough for a picture, ha!

CC is getting taller and taller…my baby is growing up!

CC…in another one of my dresses. It’s her favorite thing to do when there’s any kind of dress-up–wear one of my dresses and then tease me about how well it fits her ๐Ÿ˜›

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Why I Home-school

It’s not possible for me to outline every single reason I chose to home-school my kids in one blog post. Maybe I’ll get into other reasons another time, as time and want-to permit. I realize that not everyone will share my ideas on home-schooling and there are plenty of parents who I respect and love who send their kids to school. I’m not saying they’re bad parents, I’m simply stating my reasons from my point of view, without pointing fingers at anyone else.

In the last few months, I’ve been questioned as to why I still home-school my children. These questions range from curious to accusatory, everything from ‘isn’t our education system good enough for you’ to insulting me as a teacher and stating that my kids aren’t getting a ‘proper’ education. Despite the fact that I get far more comments about how good my kids do in school and encouragement to keep doing what I’m doing, the accusations, especially the hurtful ones, do sting.

One reason I home-school my kids is because I have a pretty high standard when it comes to their moral development and character training. Because I’m not only their teacher, but their educator and full-time childcare helper, I do my best to instill those morals and training in any kids I care for. I’ve had times when I was only educating my kids, other times I’ve had anywhere from 3-6 other kids in my care. Right now I’m teaching 5 kids in 4 different grades, which, even though challenging is great fun for me. However, I’m not a traditional teacher, my hours go beyond the ‘school’ hours, and that’s when the ‘educator’ takes over. I’m not perfect, I mess up all the time, but I do my best. Kids learn most from example and how better to instill what I want all the kids to become than by living what I believe? Sending my kids to someone ‘else’ whom I hardly know who has to follow a curriculum I’m vaguely aware of, teaching from textbooks with content I don’t agree with would not only be negligent on my part, but go against who I am completely.

When I was 14, I decided I wanted to be an educator, in large part because I wanted to be able to be with my kids and teach them when the time came. I found I loved being with kids so it wasn’t long before I was totally loving my job. When I did start having my own kids, I was so thankful for the training I had and I’m still grateful to my mentors and those who continue to help me in my life’s calling. Those same mentors taught me the importance of not just baby-sitting, but getting to know the kids individually. Every child is different and not only deals with learning differently, but with life in unique ways. Where in a school setting with large groups of kids can the teachers afford to get to know each child individually?

Because I chose to home-school, I have more of a say in who my kids are around. I want them to have role-models and friends who will inspire them to live a Godly life. I know I can’t shelter them and that’s not my purpose. I simply want to have a say in who my kids hang out with. It is possible to prepare them for life through those who are good examples, I feel.

Following is an article that a friend of mine posted on her FB wall today. It was very hard for me to read, emotions ranging from anger to just wanting to cry! It’s long, but it’s one more example or reason if you will, of why I chose to home-school.

Death education at Columbine High

By Dr. Samuel L. Blumenfeld

Last weekend, the seniors at Columbine High School graduated. They tossed their caps into the air, celebrating their liberation from twelve years of public education where they wer…e indoctrinated in the system’s moral and academic chaos and were undoubtedly glad to come out of it alive. Some of their classmates did not. They remembered those who did not, omitting the names of the two perpetrators of the massacre who were also supposed to graduate that weekend. Instead, those two chose death.

Which brings us to the subject of death education. Death education has been a part of the progressive curriculum in virtually every public school in America for at least the last fifteen years. Yet no one in the establishment, let alone the U.S. Department of Education, has sought to find out what death education is doing to the minds and souls of the millions of children who are subjected to it. But we do have plenty of anecdotal information on hand.

For example, back in 1985, Tara Becker, a student from Columbine High, went to a pro-family conference in Colorado to tell the attendees about death education at the school and the effect it had on her. Jayne Schindler, who heard Tara’s testimony, reported:

Tara brought with her a booklet she had helped to compile for one of her school classes. This booklet was called “Masquerade” and was full of subliminal pictures and prose. Tara explained how she had been taught to use the hidden, double meaning, subliminals and how she had focused so much of her time and attention on death that she, herself, had tried to commit suicide.

A video was made of Tara’s testimony and distributed nationwide by Eagle Forum. The tape was aired on British television, and The Atlantic Monthly did a feature story based on it. The producers at 20/20 saw the video and decided to do a segment on death education which was aired in 1990. I remember that video very well because I was called by the free-lance writer who was working on the story and sent her some of the newsletters I had written on the subject.

Schindler writes, “Tara explained that the subject of death was integrated into many of the courses at her high school. She said that death was made to look glamorous, that living was hard, and that reincarnation would solve their problems. Students were told that they would always return to a much better life form. They would return to the ‘Oversoul’ and become like God.

“After one of the students at her school committed suicide, a ‘suicide talking day’ was held and every class was to talk about death. Class assignments were for students to write their own obituaries and suicide notes. They were told to trust their own judgment in choosing whether to live or die.”

So Tara began to think of suicide as a means of solving some of her problems. She thought of liberating her spirit from enslavement to her body. She says she also wanted to die to help relieve the planet of overpopulation. These were a few of the crazy thoughts put into her head by her “educators.” God knows what kind of equally crazy thoughts were put into the heads of the two killers at Columbine.

Fortunately, Tara survived death education at Columbine High and lived to talk about it. But thousands of students have committed suicide all across America and no one in Washington has even bothered to hold a hearing on the subject. It is now assumed that teenage suicide is as natural as burgers and fries. It’s just one of those things that teenagers now do in America.

But what seems to be happening as death education becomes more and more sophisticated is that many of these teenagers with the suicidal urge now want to take some of their teachers and classmates with them. After all, reincarnation is an equal opportunity concept. It’s for everybody.

How long has this been going on? Here are some excerpts from an article entitled “Development Opportunities for Teachers of Death Education” published in “The Clearing House” in May 1989, ten years ago:

This article reaffirms the need for death education and offers some methods for improving pedagogical skills of teachers.

A task force appointed by the president of the Association for Death Education and Counseling … is charged to (1) carry out a study of the current state of death education in U.S. schools, (2) make recommendations for the ideal K-12 curriculum in death education, and (3) make recommendations for minimal knowledge, skills, and attitudes that teachers should possess before attempting to teach death education to children. …

Although we can assume that most pedagogical efforts are sound, recent examples have surfaced, depicting miseducation and ill handling of attempts to address dimensions of dying and death. Consider the following items from the Dallas Morning Press:

“Some have blamed death education classes for the suicides of two students who attended courses in Illinois and Missouri. Other students have suffered traumatic reactions. Minimally trained or untrained teachers have asked first graders to make model coffins out of shoe boxes; other students have been instructed to sit in coffins, measure themselves for caskets, list 10 ways of dying (including violent death), attend an embalming and touch an undraped corpse.”

Certainly mistakes do occur in many instructional settings and some minimally trained teachers may, on occasion, handle situations inappropriately. But let us hope that the above examples are rare and that effective death education is the norm in our schools throughout America.

There you have it. A plea made ten years ago for “effective death education,” whatever that is. What is “effective” death education? Can the educators tell us? What about simply eliminating death education? But that won’t happen, because if we did, we’d have to get rid of values clarification, sensitivity training, transcendental meditation, out-of-body experience, magic circles, outcome based education, drug ed, sex ed, suicide ed, and now massacre ed.

Incidentally, the National Education Association has played an active role in promoting death education. It sponsored the writing and publication of “Death and Dying Education” by Prof. Richard O. Ulin of the University of Massachusetts. The book, written in 1978, includes an 18-week syllabus for the death educator.

Dr. R. J. Rushdoony has written, “Humanistic education is the institutionalized love of death.” Meanwhile, the best the schools and President Clinton can offer the kids is grief counseling and conflict resolution by trained counselors who will have a lot more work to do in the future.

about the kids

Average Grades Nov. 2010

I’m late with this, I know. It feels kind of good to catch up ๐Ÿ˜€

Reading-2 books: 88%
Math-3 books: 94%
LA-3 books: 98%
Science-2 books: 90%
Social Studies-2 books: 87%

Bible-1 book: 90%
LA-1 book: 99%
Spelling: 100%
Math-1 book: 88%
Science-2 books: 88%
Social Studies- book: 96%

LA-2 books: 95%
Spelling: 94%
Math: 2 books: 92%
Science-2 books: 95%
Social Studies-1 book: 90%